This can be metaphorical or it can be actual. You've listened to the music chosen for the in between of sadness and happiness. You wake up and don't feel the loneliness. You feel free. Your ex doesn't matter to you anymore. You finally feel happy. You know how to find the happiness within you! My Experience: I opened my eyes one morning to birds singing from my open window. It was still dark, but the clock told me dawn would break in an hour and a half. I lie back down, staring at the ceiling of my room. There was no more anger, no more sadness. The feelings of loss were gone. I became restless and decided to get up. Dressed and with car keys in hand, I drove to a tall hill in town. At the top, I could see over the houses and business. I stood in silence, the breeze and waking of different animals the only thing telling me I wasn't deaf. As that first light peeked over the horizon, I sat, unwrapping a granola bar I had brought. I wasn't aware of how much time was passing as the sun rose slowly. I wasn't thinking about the broken relationship or how much time I had put into it. In that moment, my whole world was still. It was how calm I felt inside. There was nothing more important to me than that moment at that time. I always look forward to that moment of stillness even outside of a break up. It is when I know I am happy. My Music: - Morning by ame_no_parade (Change Your Pops) - Orange Sky by Alexi Murdoch (Time Without Consequence)
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